I havent updated this thing in ages but i have so much on my mind that I think i should...Me and Steven aren't together anymore and I honestly dont think we ever will be!!! I'm sick and tired of gettin hurt...I found out a ton of stuff today, he cheated, he lied, he is fuckin illiterate! For those of you who dont know what that means it means he's STUPID!!! Me and Owen are happy as can be and I'm glad I finally found somebody who will do me right but the thought of steven doin that shit just pisses me off...I found out some stuff about him and my best friend and i dont even care!! I just dont want him to do her like he did me...I cant let it happen!! That is my girl!! On a better subject, Owen is so GREAT!! I can't believe I waited as long as I did to make him mine...I even waited and let somebody have him before me after i got the digits..HAHA...ya'll wouldnt understand that though!! Thats a long story...ugh...fuck the good stuff... How could he do this shit to me!! I spent 11 months and 3 fuckin weeks trying to make his illiterate ass happy and all he could do was cheat and lie!! The thought of it pisses me off and the fact that he gave that girl a promise ring while he was with me REALLY pisses me off!! I bet she doesnt know about my 4 rings and that fuckin necklace!! And my rings didnt make my finger green but thats a different story!! The stuff is bullshit!! I feel like I should have cheated and lied too!! What the fuck made him think he had the right to do that!! and just last night he was beggin me to get back with him and sayin he would change everything!!! FUCK THAT!! I'm happy with Owen!! I actually think I love him...I bet that would REALLY bite steven's apple right there!! But he did this to himself!! I'm through with the bullshit!! and Steven said Owen was too old for me!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK EVER!! Atleast he is mature...Yeah!! Owen is 18, almost 19 and I am 14...I have no problem with that and neither does he!! Neither do our parents, so 1 person sayin something about it isnt phasin me!! He tried to get to my head and for the first time in a year it didnt work!! Me and My Canadian friend made a TV show for me earlier, Drama...Lies...and Heartache - MaKayla's World!! HAHA...fits well huh?? My life is bullshit!! I hate it and Life hates me...I have been saying that for 2 weeks now and the only thing that is keepin me sane is Roseann and Owen... Hard to believe huh?? NOT!!! I have gotten really close to one of my ex's and it's hard to believe!! He is my best friend thats a guy!! haha...Ya'll remember MIKE COOP!!!???!!! lol...crazzy shit huh?? anyways...I guess I'm through bitchin for the night!!!

**Tons Of My Love**

*~MaKayla~*